After bearing all the hatred and anger for quite a number of days, i had a talk with Tio Yong. It was rather fruitful, he opened my eyes to things which i had never thought about before and, to some extent, simmered my emotions. Am grateful to this great guy =)

Those days were agonising, having to carry the emotional burden around everywhere i go, think the world is unfair to me and stuffs (though i sorta still do, just alot less). But now, i guess i've pretty much gotten over it.

Lol, now it's just the projects that's bogging me down, so many of em... geez. Many stupid things i did recently that's really prevented me from focusing on my tasks on-hand, and gradually allowed them to pile up into their current mountainous state. Of the stupid things i did, the stupidest was chasing a girl, no, a tomboy lol. Well, maybe i still am, but not as umm... "fervent" as i was. I kinda got tired of it -_-" (and h2's definitely better)

Right now, i just want to be a good leader and ultimately lead my team to glory =)